Airport Goodbyes
Departing Chicago at 9:52
In clean desert camo, all baggy and loose
Sits an Iowa Guardsman alone at the gate
The place sure looked different in 1968
When he traveled with mom, first time on a plane
To visit some kin, he's forgotten their names
But he remembers the soldiers, still in their teens
in their spit polished boots and their pressed army greens
with the creases so sharp and their faces so smooth
But their eyes looked so heavy, he wondered how they could move,
and now he's got that same look, like his insides are black.
He's in his mid forties and he has to go back;
and he can't even smoke while he waits for his plane
The uniform's different, but the mission remains
To do like they tell you, don't make a fuss.
Why's not an issue, so don't think too much.
You just do what you have to, shut up and drive
If you come apart later, well at least you're alive
You can get you some help, you can deal with it then,
and life will be better, 'til it happens again.
-Ben Prewitt
2025